Update

So i thought i would do a little update. Since i haven't in six months. Maybe i will be better about this. We are getting ready for the holidays. We still haven't seen much snow. I am not excited for it to come. I did finally get my license over the summer and got a car back in September. I got a 2005 Jeep Liberty. I love having a car and being free. I do still work at Wal Mart, unfortunately. I hate my job more and more every day. My supervisor is controlling and is changing things every day. But there is so much i can do in this economy. I am single at the moment. I do have a good friend that i kinda want to date. But we are having a rough patch. I did get to go see him last week on my days off. I loved being able to drive down alone and not with other people or to fly. But i must say it would have been cheaper to fly. I loved getting away and having a good time. I needed it with all the stress going on at work. Its gonna get worse before it gets better. So hopefully it gets worse before Thanks Giving. I am not sure what our family plans are for Thanks Giving. I hope we are staying around here cause i work Black Friday and Thanks Giving Day. Then Christmas will be right around the corner. the news says that it is supposed to start snowing this weekend. So we will see how i do driving in the snow to work for the first time. Oh i started going to the gym. I need to work harder at going. I haven't got the push to go. So i haven't gone very much. It is a goal and i hope i can get on it soon. I haven't been sick for 2 weeks. Which is nice. But i am sick of being sick all the time. I wish i knew what was making me sick. Its getting really old.

Well i think this is all that is new. Nothing really going on. Maybe i will start updating this more often.

Update!

Well its been forever since i have updated. I don't live with my psycho roommate any more. YIPPIE! I moved out New Year's eve. I live back with my parents again. Unfortunately. I am glad i am out but i hate living at home. So i am just gonna have to deal with it a couple months longer i hope.

I am single again. I broke it off with the guy that i was dating. I just wasn't happy any more and he was making me do things that i didn't want to do. I am much happier now then i have been in a long time though. I am mostly just working and trying to get my social life back again. It is coming back slowly. But i hope that once that i get my license that i can have more of a social life and keep alot busier. Which i am finally working on to finally get cause i am going crazy now with out it.

My little brother Spenser came home February 4th. It was nice having him home. He left yesterday to Vegas for a couple days then he is off to school at BYU-Hawii. He is really excited to get out there and start school and just be on the beach every day. Its been a dream of his for years to go there. He went to a friends wedding yesterday. Several of our friends are getting married in the next couple months. I wish i was one of them but i guess my time will come when i find someone.

I am hoping tomorrow that i can go down to the dmv and get my permit and have my license in the next month or 2. Or even sooner. So we will see what happens. I am excited to finally have it and not go crazy any more with having to find a ride every where. I have found several cars that i want. I want either a ford escape, dodge durango, an xtera, or a truck so i can tow stuff.

New guy in my life :)

So i am still fighting to get my roommate... She is a freaking idiot.. I don't have time to write about it this time. So I went on a date with this guy Scott from work about a month and a half ago. Amazing guy. Makes me laugh and happy. Well we have been busy and both have been broke. So a week ago Saturday i had money and he was at work and i saw him. So i thought to my self here we go. So i was gonna ask him on another date cause he talked to me more and what not since the date. So he was on lunch and in the process of going to get food. Well he was like i have been meaning to talk to you. But when i have had a chance you have been busy or been gone (home cause we don't work at the same time). I have been wanting to ask you on a date but i have been sick and broke. I was like that's okay.I have been wanting to ask you to. But i have been the same way. So long story short, we set up to go out Wednesday night. So he came a little before 5 pm to pick me up. We got lost going down to Salt Lake to have dinner. So it took us an hour to get to the place instead of 20 min. ha ha ha! So we got there and went to a Italian restraunt. It was really good. Then we went over and got our tickets for the James Bond movie. We had about 25 min before the movie started. So we walked around the gateway till it almost started. Then we headed back to my place and laid on my bed and talked till almost 2 am. Then he went home. It was a good date. He makes me happy and i enjoy spending my time with him. I am taking it slow and not rushing things.

So when we went into the Italian Restaunt, the girl at the counter looked familiar. So she asked us how many there was of us. We said 2. So we stood there for a second and she looked up and looked down then looks up and says i know you, dont i?! I was like yeah! I was about to say the same thing. haha ha! So long story short. I knew her when i lived in California. She just moved out here with her husbnad that she just married 2 months ago. It was weird!

Christmas is this week. I am excited. My brother, Kijl, and his wife and baby are coming to town. They are flying in Tuesday night and leaving Sunday night. So that will be alot of fun. I still have a few more things to get. So hopefully i can get to it. But other then that i am excited. I don't have plans for new years yet. Maybe Scott and i will do something. But i wont hold my breath on that. My little brother, Spenser, will be home February 5th. He flies in at i think 6:35 pm. YIPPIE! i am excited! I cant wait for him to come. I miss my little brother. It will also be nice to see everyone to.

Roommate Evicted!

So I am going home tonight to tell my roommate that she has till the 1st to be out by. She has been an idiot and stupid. Last night she broke her door and her door jam. I have the new lease with only my name on it. So she can't say that i cant tell her to be out by the 1st. She has had her boyfriend live there and not pay rent cause she is afraid to be there alone with me. Which is crap. I have put up with enough of her crap. So i am done. She is using the excuse that the place that she is looking at will accept her but she cant take her cat. Well, if she leaves the cat, the cat will go to the pound or out on the streets. Cause 1 its ugly and 2 i don't want a cat. She hasn't gone out and look for another place. She wont come talk to me. She will text me or leave me notes. Thats it. Or wait go through my mom. She made the excuse that i make alot of noise when she sleeps during the day. Sorry i am not going to be quiet when i am home during the day. Not my fault you chose to work nights. And have to sleep 12 hours (Which is another lie). And that i cant talk to her face to face. I have to text her or leave her a note. Cause she cant leave spending the 24 hours a day/7 days a week (basically) with her boyfriend. But i will go out with friends and she will call me 90 million times and want to talk to me. Sorry. I am not gonna run home at her convience and talk to her. My mom said that i dont have to do anything. I will talk to her face to face not through text or leaving notes on her door. I will let you know what happens tonight with her. Leave a comment! If she is not out by the first. i will call the police and she will be trespassing. Good thing i dont work on the first. ha ha ha! Sucker!

Kevin is back... He has been on vacation for the last week and a half... I am happy he is back... But it also frustrates me at the same time. Before he left on his vacation... He was trying to get back with me and make things better and what not... I am just done... I cant do it any more... So this morning i saw him... But i had a lot to do... So after the daily meeting we have as a store i went and cleaned up the mess i had made... Then went up to MC Donald's to get breakfast like i always do...Well Kevin, Danielle (the girl i hate and the one that likes him with the 4 kids), and Nate (someone we work with) were all in front of me ordering their food... They were taking for ever so i sat down at the table behind me... Well Pam and Brenda were sitting a couple tables over and they were making comments... So when Kevin, Danielle, and Nate were done i ordered and sat at the table and Kevin came over and said hello then went and sat with Danielle and Nate...I got my food and got my drink and went and sat with Pam and Brenda... Then after a little while i had to take up to the front to where Kevin was working and he was like are you okay... you are quiet... I was like i am fine.. then he said are you sure... I was like yes. I just have stuff bothering me... Then he goes on to tell me that i can talk to him when ever i want to... I was like yeah... that will be never since you wont even give me the time of day to talk to you... You are always with Danielle... i said as i walked away... I know that if i give him another chance that i know it will be a repeat of what has already happen... I don't even want to go through that again and i think its stupid... Oh well... I needed to vent... Post what you think i should do...

Life

So I finally moved out on my own about a month and a half ago... I have one roommate and i live closer to work... I can see the back of my work from my door step... Takes 6 min to walk to work... Its definitely something to get used to.. I am enjoying living with my roommate... I do miss seeing the guy on the bus that i thought was cute... I do take the chance every so often to go see him... But i would rather sleep then go on the bus... he he he... cheaper to... I am still working at Wal Mart.. It was okay... I went to Vegas a couple weeks ago to get away for the weekend and see friends... It was nice to see people i haven't seen in a couple years... One of our friends got home from his mission... SO i got to see him fresh off the mission... Plus his family... I left here early Friday morning and came home late Sunday night...I went and hung out with my sister in law and nephew for a little bit Friday during the day... Then Friday afternoon I went out to my friends' Alyssa and Tim's place and hung out with them and caught up... That was a lot of fun... Then i went and hung out with my friend Felica and her boyfriend and we went to the car show... that was a lot of fun...

Then Saturday i hug out at my sisters which was boring... I don't get along with my sister... So by the time i left she had kicked me out... long story... So i took my stuff with me and went out to the friends house and they had a party for him... It was weird to see every one... But it was nice to see them and catch up... then i went to my hotel room that i got... I had 2 queen size beds to my self and the whole room to my self... So nice. I froze cause i had the ac on to 65 degrees but the blankets kept me warm... So it ran all night cause it was hot there...

then i got up Sunday and showered and got ready to go... My friend met up with me at the hotel and we went to the strip and walked some of it... that was fun... But we got to not feeling good... So i went back to my brother and sister in laws house and hung out with them till i went to the airport... I got back to my place at 1 am... And got ready for bed and went to work the net morning at 7 am... I was exhausted...

Other then that, I have been working a lot and going on a couple dates here and there and getting used too living on my own... It has been fun... I am not dating any one... I like 2 guys at work... But i don't think anything will happen with either... I did set myself up on a blind date with one of them... don't ask... We haven't set the date up yet... So I don't know when it will happen... The other guy i don't think i will ever tell.. He is a good guy but i am too chicken to tell him...

There is Kevin that i started to like and things started to happen.. But he ended up being stupid... He basically just wanted some action... I found out today that he has a crush on this girl and this girl like him but she has a boyfriend and 3 or 4 kids... And he doesn't want to get into that type of situation... But don't know... We went out and he never wanted to make a commitment... He started to barely talk to me and when i was around he was mean to me... he spent more time with the girl then me...and he kept telling me that nothing is going on... Its dumb... I have moved on.. He told me that he wants to try it all over again and hang out and get to know each other but he wont talk to me or hang out... He makes excuses... then he tells my friend that i never wanted to get serious... I told him several times... But sorry i am not gonna start to run after you when you have told me that you want to take time and you aren't even around me... Yeah.. Oh well... I will stop complaining about him...

All my family is good... My nephew just turned 3 on the 5Th of October...My little brother has 3 1/2 months left... YEA! I am so excited... My mom went to Vegas to visit 2 weeks after i got home... I have been dog sitting for the a lot... My dad went to Thailand for work for 8 days... My parents went with my dads work to Mexico for a week.. they are doing a lot of traveling with my dads work... I think that's all the excitement... I am gonna try to start dating more and working hard at getting my licence... And blogging more... Hopefully Sunday will be my first time to my new ward... new people... new boys... new friends... hopefully a good way to start things... I am excited...

Dedicated to my grandma

So since i last updated a lot has happened... Well after the whole episode with Albertson's that next Monday, i got a call for an interview at Wal Mart the next day... So i went in and they offered me a job and i took it... So i went in the next day and told my boss i was finishing off the week and i would be done... She basically told me i couldn't because she needed me the next week to train people... I told her i couldn't... Cause Wal Mart wanted me to start on Monday (which was a lie)... So i had 40 hours my last week at Albertsons and people gave me a bunch of grief... I was happy to get out of that place... So i enjoyed a week off and had orientation... And started a couple days later and been there ever since... Its been a nice change from Albertson's... I stock shelves or what ever they need me to do...

Then i left on the Tuesday to head up to California for a couple days... It was a nice get away. I hung out with friends and caught up on sleep. It was nice... I miss California and everyone out there... While i was there my moms mom passed away on the Thursday night... Which i will talk more about in a min... I went to church and saw the people in my ward and ran into people i haven't seen in a while since they went on their mission...

My family has been stressing over my grandma she was in and out of the hospital... They couldn't figure out why she had fallen and she had this infection that she got in her arm that they didn't know where it came from... So they took her up to a hospital in Provo and did tests and what not. She got worse so they sent her up to the University of Utah hospital...Where she later passed away... They still don't really know what was going on... But the day before she died and the day she died she told my moms oldest brother that she didn't want to have surgery and didn't want to have any more surgeries... Or anything more done... She was basically saying that she was ready to go... So my mom and her brothers and my cousin were at the hospital and visiting hours were over and my moms brothers left and my cousin decided to go back at 8:30pm when the next shift started. She sat and chatted with my grandma till 10:45 pm when they were gonna get her ready for bed and change her sheets. So my cousin left... My moms oldest brother got a phone call a little after 11 pm telling him that my grandma wasn't doing well and she had min to live before she passed and if they wanted to be with her to come immediately... No one did... So they got a phone call about 11:20 pm. saying that she had passed away... They started making funeral arrangements and asked me if i would like to speak. Of course i did. I didn't have the chance to at my grandpa's funeral... So i spent the next couple days writing and thinking about what i wanted to speak of at the funeral. So i left Sacramento Tuesday morning and flew into Vegas. My sister in law and nephew picked me up. We went to lunch and picked some stuff up at the house. Then picked up my brother and headed up to my grandmas house. We spent the night fussing and fighting over stuff we wanted. Then we all got up the next morning and got ready for the funeral. The rest of the family came and friends and family. It was beautiful. We had sloppy Joe's, lots of desserts, salad and what not for the luncheon after. Most of the grand kids were there... I think there was 3 out of the 10 great grand kids there. It was nice to see all my moms side of the family. But i see why we never get together... We all fight and bicker.... We basically cleaned out the house and took what we wanted then my aunt and uncle were gonna hold a garage sale for the rest... Its hard to think that my grandma is not here any more... I am just happy that she is in a better place and that she is with my grandpa... My sister and my "brother-in-law", my brother and sister in law and nephew, me an my parents. We had a nice time... It was nice to see them all.. My sister and brother in law's dog is cute.. They named her Bella. She is a golden retriever i think...

My grandma left behind 2 brothers and 1 sister. 5 sons and 1 daughter. 22 grand kids and 10 great grandkids with one on the way... She was proceeded in death by my grandpa and her son, Gardell. She lived 5 years 1 month and 2 weeks after my grandpa died. My grandpa died June 10, 2003. And my grandma died July 24, 2008.

I broke things completely off with Aaron. We aren't getting married right now. Maybe down the road sometime. We just have things that we need to work on and things we need to change... So hopefully maybe we will some day... Just not right now... I have been going on some dates... But the guys have been stupid and don't know how to do things right... they say they have a good time but then things change... So its been hard to concentrate. I have basically just been working and trying to keep busy. My friend Celeste left on her mission two weeks ago. She is going to Taipan on her mission... I am happy for her... then my neighbor Maddie is leaving in i think 2 weeks for her mission... She is going to Canada...We will see what happens in the next little while...